"Father, For You"
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chaosandmurderα΄Κ Κα΄Ι΄α΄Ιͺα΄ ΚΚα΄α΄α΄ α΄‘ΚΙͺκ±α΄α΄Κκ± α΄α΄ α΄α΄: α΄ΙͺΚΚ, α΄ΙͺΚΚ, α΄Ι΄α΄
α΄ΙͺΚΚ α΄Ι’α΄ΙͺΙ΄.
α΄Κ Κα΄ΙͺΙ΄α΄α΄ Κα΄α΄ Κ Κα΄α΄ΚΙ΄κ± α΄α΄ Κα΄α΄α΄ α΄ α΄α΄α΄Κ ΙͺΙ΄ α΄ΚΙͺκ± α΄‘α΄ΚΚα΄ , α΄Ι΄α΄ α΄‘Κα΄Ι΄ α΄ΚΙͺκ± κ°α΄α΄Κ α΄ΚΙ’α΄ α΄α΄ΚΚκ±, Ιͺα΄ α΄α΄κ±κ±α΄κ±κ±α΄κ± α΄Κ α΄‘Κα΄Κα΄
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Κα΄Κα΄ α΄Κ'κ± Ι’α΄α΄α΄ 3
+ a b o u t
NAME: β ----------- β
GOES BY: Tavarian; Tav
AKA: The Dark Urge; Lord of Murder; Scion of Bhaal; Harbinger of Chaos
ORIGINS:
π created from Bhaal's dead flesh
β only "pureblood" Bhaalspawn
β considered Bhaal's trueborn son
π adopted by a Seldarine drow couple* in Baldur's Gate
β "father" a blacksmith - taught him how to use/forge/care for bladed weapons
β "mother" a seamstress - taught him to sew, tailor, and always dress well
π sorcery and Urges both surfaced during midteens
π slaughtered adoptive parents soon after
β lost himself in a murder-haze due to uncontrollable Urges
β also murdered his first lover the same night
π discovered Bhaal's Unholy Temple beneath Baldur's Gate
π rose to prominance as First Disciple; rebuilt Bhaal's Cult
β renovated the Temple and installed cruel discipline as needed
β invested in black market weapons, slave trade, and other contraband for coin
β moonlighted as a (very fucking expensive) assassin to sate his Urges
π brutal, effective, cold, and calculating killer; indiscriminate but with purpose**
π met and impressed/was impressed by Enver Gortash
β formed an alliance (headcanon: unconventional relationship)
β worked together on several heists in/around the Sword Coast
β assassinated Gortash's enemies whenever necessary
β developed coded language for communication
β (headcanon) brokered forging material from Gortash's underground suppliers
β (headcanon) assisted Gortash in the Steel Watchers' development
π persuaded to join the Chosen of Bane and Myrkul to forward "The Dead Three" plot
β liberated Crown of Karsus from Mephistopheles' Vault with Gortash
β impressed an illithid elder brain; convinced it to agree to the "plot"
π betrayed by Orin and left for dead in mindflayer colony beneath Moonrise Towers
β saved by Kressa Bonedaughter; put on the Nautiloid by her husband, Maghtew
GOES BY: Tavarian; Tav
AKA: The Dark Urge; Lord of Murder; Scion of Bhaal; Harbinger of Chaos
ORIGINS:
π created from Bhaal's dead flesh
β only "pureblood" Bhaalspawn
β considered Bhaal's trueborn son
π adopted by a Seldarine drow couple* in Baldur's Gate
β "father" a blacksmith - taught him how to use/forge/care for bladed weapons
β "mother" a seamstress - taught him to sew, tailor, and always dress well
π sorcery and Urges both surfaced during midteens
π slaughtered adoptive parents soon after
β lost himself in a murder-haze due to uncontrollable Urges
β also murdered his first lover the same night
π discovered Bhaal's Unholy Temple beneath Baldur's Gate
π rose to prominance as First Disciple; rebuilt Bhaal's Cult
β renovated the Temple and installed cruel discipline as needed
β invested in black market weapons, slave trade, and other contraband for coin
β moonlighted as a (very fucking expensive) assassin to sate his Urges
π brutal, effective, cold, and calculating killer; indiscriminate but with purpose**
π met and impressed/was impressed by Enver Gortash
β formed an alliance (headcanon: unconventional relationship)
β worked together on several heists in/around the Sword Coast
β assassinated Gortash's enemies whenever necessary
β developed coded language for communication
β (headcanon) brokered forging material from Gortash's underground suppliers
β (headcanon) assisted Gortash in the Steel Watchers' development
π persuaded to join the Chosen of Bane and Myrkul to forward "The Dead Three" plot
β liberated Crown of Karsus from Mephistopheles' Vault with Gortash
β impressed an illithid elder brain; convinced it to agree to the "plot"
π betrayed by Orin and left for dead in mindflayer colony beneath Moonrise Towers
β saved by Kressa Bonedaughter; put on the Nautiloid by her husband, Maghtew
+ i n g a m e
sorcerer
wild magic
half-drow*
redemptive path**
acts I/II
bhaal light armor
dual daggers/scimitars
poisons
arcane traps
elemental elixers
+ d e m e a n o r
β Tadpoled amnesiac; confused/concerned re: strong desire to maim/rend/tear/kill
β Tries to resist the URGE but doesn't always succeed
β Not sure how he ended up the leader of his group - he leads because everyone follows
β Typically keeps quiet re: the dark thoughts and urges for blood, but wonβt deny them if pressed
β Studies his companions closely to learn everything possible about how they work/tick/think; very observant
β Charismatic, witty, quippy, and flamboyant when the mood strikes
β Will flirt with anything, but expects nothing in return
β Playful, a little cruel, but learning about that pesky little moral compass; itβs a big work in progress
β Driven; aims for diplomacy first; will resort to intimidation or violence if needed
β Always well-put-together; perfectionist; aesthetically appealing
β familiar with protocols/mannerisms of nobility; can move easily among the patriar
β weapons always clean
β clothing always clean, perfectly fitted, well-mended/darned
β Wild Magic - random outbursts of (sometimes) violent magic; better duck for cover
β Loves Scratch and the baby owlbear (dubbed "Claws"); will talk to every animal encountered, if possible
β In-game visuals: close-up; yay, books!; at least we look fab; --the fuck?!; more coming soon
β Tries to resist the URGE but doesn't always succeed
β Not sure how he ended up the leader of his group - he leads because everyone follows
β Typically keeps quiet re: the dark thoughts and urges for blood, but wonβt deny them if pressed
β Studies his companions closely to learn everything possible about how they work/tick/think; very observant
β Charismatic, witty, quippy, and flamboyant when the mood strikes
β Will flirt with anything, but expects nothing in return
β Playful, a little cruel, but learning about that pesky little moral compass; itβs a big work in progress
β Driven; aims for diplomacy first; will resort to intimidation or violence if needed
β Always well-put-together; perfectionist; aesthetically appealing
β familiar with protocols/mannerisms of nobility; can move easily among the patriar
β weapons always clean
β clothing always clean, perfectly fitted, well-mended/darned
β Wild Magic - random outbursts of (sometimes) violent magic; better duck for cover
β Loves Scratch and the baby owlbear (dubbed "Claws"); will talk to every animal encountered, if possible
β In-game visuals: close-up; yay, books!; at least we look fab; --the fuck?!; more coming soon
+ p e r m i s s i o n s
SHIPPING: Open Book
π chemistry before ships
π good with M/F or M/M; pansexual
π defaults to Gen bc Reasons
π castmates/cross-canon/ocs/aus
π good with assumed CR provided it's feasible (let us discuss; i won't force or expect a ship "just because"; i prefer to let relationships, whatever they might be, develop naturally through character interaction, etc.)
IN-GAME CHOICES: Please feel free to ask (and discuss!!). There are 8527416534 game-influencing decisions in this insane adventure; it'd be impossible to list them all.
PERMISSIONS:
β Backtagging: yes, please
β Flirting: he's a charismatic, charming bastard; pls go for it
β 4th-Walling: meta memes; with discussion
β Threadjacking: castmates okay; discuss for others
β Mind-Reading: discuss (character has amnesia; history involves massive triggery things)
β Fighting: bring it
β Injuring: it's difficult, but doable; let us discuss
β Killing: see above; let us discuss
π chemistry before ships
π good with M/F or M/M; pansexual
π defaults to Gen bc Reasons
π castmates/cross-canon/ocs/aus
π good with assumed CR provided it's feasible (let us discuss; i won't force or expect a ship "just because"; i prefer to let relationships, whatever they might be, develop naturally through character interaction, etc.)
IN-GAME CHOICES: Please feel free to ask (and discuss!!). There are 8527416534 game-influencing decisions in this insane adventure; it'd be impossible to list them all.
PERMISSIONS:
β Backtagging: yes, please
β Flirting: he's a charismatic, charming bastard; pls go for it
β 4th-Walling: meta memes; with discussion
β Threadjacking: castmates okay; discuss for others
β Mind-Reading: discuss (character has amnesia; history involves massive triggery things)
β Fighting: bring it
β Injuring: it's difficult, but doable; let us discuss
β Killing: see above; let us discuss
+ o t h e r
β³ Good with playing as a party companion for other Tavs
β³ Player is always reachable via PM
β³ Questions ideas, plots; let us discuss
β³ Defaults to prose, but not averse to brackets
β³ Can be slow to tag, but will backtag forever β₯
β³ Prefer finishing scenes rather than handwaving (sometimes things fizzle out; as long as both parties are cool with it, handwaving isn't an issue)
β³ Smut A-OK; prefer to write it out; it helps establish character relations, can be hilarious, and helps cement cr. If it's not your bag, no worries c:
β³ Player is always reachable via PM
β³ Questions ideas, plots; let us discuss
β³ Defaults to prose, but not averse to brackets
β³ Can be slow to tag, but will backtag forever β₯
β³ Prefer finishing scenes rather than handwaving (sometimes things fizzle out; as long as both parties are cool with it, handwaving isn't an issue)
β³ Smut A-OK; prefer to write it out; it helps establish character relations, can be hilarious, and helps cement cr. If it's not your bag, no worries c:
+ w i s h l i s t
β Pre-game/tadpole/amnesia things: PLS LET ME WRITE THE DARK URGE AS THE DARK URGE
βmy literal kingdom, firstborn, and immortal soul for any/all/everything Durgetash
β A/B/O Dynamics: Tav is the alphaest alpha to ever alpha, ever
β Rain/Insomnia/Unsent Texts
β Any "missing" scenes from the canon/game
β Post-game shenanigans: I can roll with any choices, let's discuss
β Enemies to Lovers (and back again!)
β Arranged Marriage: Probably pre or post-game setting; pick your flavor depending on canonpoint
β Superhero Crossovers/Aus
βmy literal kingdom, firstborn, and immortal soul for any/all/everything Durgetash
β A/B/O Dynamics: Tav is the alphaest alpha to ever alpha, ever
β Rain/Insomnia/Unsent Texts
β Any "missing" scenes from the canon/game
β Post-game shenanigans: I can roll with any choices, let's discuss
β Enemies to Lovers (and back again!)
β Arranged Marriage: Probably pre or post-game setting; pick your flavor depending on canonpoint
β Superhero Crossovers/Aus